Because, earlier things happened and my mom is getting all depressed and suicidal and I can't handle that whenever my dad doesn't care for me or her. I know how sHE FEELS BUT OMF. I can't take it because she was the one parent that actually did nice things for me and cared for me and raised me and i cANT LIVE WITHOUT HER.
and i just
cant explain it all in a whole journal im just really scared and sad right now and i hAVENT EVEN CRIED THIS HARD SINCE MY FRIEND DIED AND ASDFGHJKL;'
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